How I feel about Life | Learning to feel like Me


Hi everyone and welcome back to my blog.

Just recently I finished my first year of high school so, I have 2 1/2 months to relax before I have to go back.

Lately I’ve been trying to write more post to upload but, each time I started I ended up stopping because I kept losing motivation. It’s mostly because I’ve realized that the part of me I was writing about has changed quite a bit in just the past few weeks.

It’s crazy how much a person can change in any amount of time.

I used to think I knew so much about my life. I used to think that I had such a big part of it together. Turns out I only have a little bit together and I only know a bit about the past, what’s happening in the present, and no one knows the future.

I used to think life was like a huge rollercoaster but, turns out it’s more like a jigsaw puzzle.

Life is confusing and at times difficult to put together but once you’ve found all your pieces and attached them to one another you have this beautiful picture.

We’ll never understand the meaning of Life. I think that’s because to everyone the meaning is different.

When I learn new things about myself, it surprises me because most times the things I’ve learned were the things that were holding me back from feeling like myself.

There’s been some days where I felt completely unlike myself and I was becoming unsure about if my reasonings for being here were still true or if they’ve become something else.

For the first time in a while, I feel like me again. I don’t feel like I’m lost. I’m no longer floating outside my body.

I feel happy and healthy and that I’m prospering in fixing my negative mentality.

I’m feel excited for life again. And I no longer need to obsess over the future and I know it’s coming and it’ll be here in good time.

I can’t wait to share more of my life and mentality with the world in future post.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.

If you need to talk I’m always here as well as of twitter and Instagram. And as for any questions I’ll answer them as best I possibly could.


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As always I hope you have an amazing day or night wherever you are. And in case no one’s told you today, I think you’re beautiful inside and out.

“Go where you feel the most alive!”

♡, princess

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