“Who broke your heart in two and tried to fix it with dollar store glue, whoever did these things to you have never been to a broken heart zoo..”
Hi, how is everyone?
Back in January, I did a post where I answered journal questions in blog post. Those questions helped me analyze myself better and get a better overall view of my month.
I’m not sure/ I can’t remember if I stated that I would be doing on every month, but I will be.
February’s is just in March because I didn’t have time to write in during the last week of February and I have a terrible habit called procrastinating.
I’m feel as if I’m rambling so, I’m just gonna go ahead into the Journal.
The Month of February means a lot to me. Not only is it my birthday month but, it also just signifies the move toward a new beginning for me.
Everyday is something new and during February I am able to feel the connection I truly have with life.
The questions we will be answering are centered around life. Whether it’s a new and exciting beginning or end the of a terrible one, every life is different.
Stop reading for 10 minutes. Think about the questions and answer them…
• What do you look forward to in the future?
• What are struggling the most with right now?
• How are you feeling today?
Did you answer the questions?
Now let’s go over them together..
1. What do you look forward to in the future?
Even though I’ve stopped thinking about the future because it was causing me to become obsessed with the thought of changing my present so, that my future may be perfect. The truth is I don’t want my future to be prefect because prefect isn’t right.
I hope my future is happy and bright but, with the best ups and downs to improve the future of the generation I pass down. I’m exited for future adventures and I’m excited for everything to unfold. I more happy to wait for the event because the anticipation of the unknown will always be better than rushing into the known.
2. What are struggling the most with right now?
At the moment, I am having problems with my confidence. I can’t ever look at myself and think I’m pretty. There will always be something my brain will point out.
I know I’m a teenager and that’s normal for teen brains to want to point out the little things that no one probably even sees but, my insecurities are making it hard for me to be comfortable within my own body.
It’s hella annoying.
3. How are you feeling today?
Physically: I feel kind of sick (I think I’m coming down with a cold) and my back is a bit achy.
Emotionally: I guess I would be okay. The techniques I’ve been using to keep my motivation and happiness have been working very well but, it’s just little stupid things that seem to still poke massive holes in my heart and brain.
I hope this post was able to help you analyze yourself better and fix the unneeded parts that are just hurting or harming your mental and physical health.
If you have any questions, I’m always here to talk and I will try to answer them as best as possible.
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As always, I hope you have an amazing day or night wherever you are. If no one has told you today you’re beautiful, I love you and you’re so much stronger than you think.
“On the darkest days, dance in the rain…”